I don't know why...

But I really want to see Us in the thick of snowflakes :)

Another heart-warmer

Hello!
Abis kepoin Kahfi's first post on his blog Terus speechless hehe.
I love him and his very first post.

xoxo
Ps. You're sweeter than chupa cup!

Miss me, Anyone?

Hello Bloggerverse!
This two months is really hectic. Sorry for haven't shared anything yet. I said sorry as if there were a lot of people would gonna sick without me LOL.

Maybe next day I will share about Google+, hectic day on committees, a short trip to Depok  and some weird time at campus.

Enjoy your October :)
xoxo

If You Know What I Mean

Copied from a random blog. This just reminds me of something.

F: So, what now? 

M: It's only you and me now. That is the only thing that matters. 

F: Why didn't you look for me much earlier? We would have had much more time compared to   what we have now. 

M: I had my own doubts... And surely you had yours. I was questioning a lot of things. Being away from you helped me find the answers.

F: Were you? What kind of answers have you found?
M: What I want. What I need. Who I have to pour my heart to.
F: I don't know what we will be... but indeed your presence comforts me.
M: Was there anyone else comforting you since we parted?
F: In my mind, you have never left after all. Not even a step out of spine.
M: ...you know. I kind of hope this plane would fly forever, but I guess Brazil is warmer than this flying fridge. My hands are cold already.
F: Do you think people fall in to and out of love because of happenstances?
M: There can be no love without coincidence. I am not a believer of planned infatuation. You have to go through every pain to see if they are really worth loving.
F: Love seems like a scary concept if in order to possess it one ought to inevitably suffer in pain...  
M: It's not always the case. But like the saying goes, you wouldn't know what you've got until it's gone, right?
F: ...and that if it hurts, it's probably worth it.
M: Did it hurt?
F: If it did not hurt, I would not be leaning against your chest at the moment as if there was no tomorrow. Yet, if it had hurt me a little too much, I would not bear being around you this close.
M: Indeed. I can't afford letting the chance to return to you slip past me once again. I can't see you being apart from me once more. This time it's the heart really talking.
F: Would you like to have more stories together?
M: I wouldn't mind doing anything, but I'd put my emphasis on 'together'.  
F: Even if I am being utterly unreasonable about things? Such as, wanting to be with you perpetually?
M: Even if. Are you sure you would ever be more unreasonable than me - impulsively getting away with you to a city miles away from here?
F: I sure am. The farthest distance I would like to have with you from now on is a heartbeat away, if you don't mind.
M: I was thinking of ways for our hearts to beat together, actually. Would it be possible? Though a heartbeat away is probably the farthest I could handle. You know, I would not mind exploring your idea. A heartbeat away, isn't it? You and me?
F: A heartbeat away, it is. You and me.

God Just Showed Me The Way

Bonsoir.

Kaya yang udah aku share semalem, aku engga tidur 2 hari, and this happened for the very first time. Actually, hari ini aku udah ngerencanain bakal tidur jam delapan. Tapi ... Dapet shocking-annoying telepon dari si Boss bikin mau ngga mau harus melek sampe kelar, se engga nya 80% surat-suratnya kelar. You know, program kerja kementerian yang mendadak harus kelar akhir tahun ini, and as the nicest secretary *eyelashes*, aku terpaksa harus kelarin setiap surat yang dibutuhin si Boss.

Hari ini cukup bikin some buttterflies dancing on my belly. Dan mungkin alasan nya ngga penting buat kamu. Tapi buat aku, It makes a pretty sense. 

• Hari ini tanggal 17, dan aku resmi taken. Engga deh, canda. Eh, serius ngga ya~ 

 

• Langkah gontai ke B 33, dan boring class hampir aja bikin tepar di bahu Puput dan Aaron, kalo bukan ada yang tiba-tiba ngetuk pintu daaaaaaaan JEEEEENG JEEEENG I really know that mustache!!!! YEP. My crush just got into the same class with MEH! Untuk pertama kalinya. NPM kita jauhan banget. Aku 072 nah dia 200 berapaaa gitu. Cuma kaya 'Kenapa, Tuhan? Kenapa ngga dari dulu aku dikasih jalan kenal dia. Kenapa ngga dari dulu kita satu kelas???' HUUFT. Mungkin kemarin alasanku masuk kelas Cost Accounting karena sayang absen, tapi sekarang I have a better reason :)

 

• Setelah momen bahagia itu berakhir untuk sementara, kaki capek dan mata bengkak harus kuliah lagi. Kali ini praktikum Statistika II. Dan setengah jam kelas, tiba-tiba cowok di depan noleh ke belakang, then look right into my pupil. "Tadi yang diganti apa sih?" Tiba-tiba sadar itu temen ospek setahun lalu yang tiba-tiba ngasih tissue pas nangis dan ngasih amplop buat ngirim surat ke Mama. :''''''''')  

Kenapa semuanya kaya di PHP in ke aku sih, Dear You, The Script Writer of Life? Tapi ya udah sih, kata Fathin, yang nyangkut di mata sama di hati itu beda. Kalo untuk di hati, aku udah punya kamu :3

Em, I promised my ownself, since I knew who will sit there, in the same room with me, for this semester, I will never skip my Cost Accounting Class :)

Ouch.

Holla.

A lil bit shocked? I really can't close my eyes. It is 3.45 a.m. actually and just finished another Orizuka's book, "I For You". Believe me or not, I will cry over every single novel that I read. Those remind me of some memory of, hate to say this, past. It makes me wandering why can't I get one of  those valorous man. If those happy ending makes some flows on my pillow, How it could be If it had an sad ending*wiping tears*

Okay. It all was not the point. This disobedient tired eyes decided to do ... em, uh, well, kepo. We called it 'stalking' in another way. Yep. I just stalked. I mean, accidentally. I just see a tweet on my twitter's timeline, 

*viewed conversation*, 

*opened in new tab*, 

*scrolled down* 

and found an account that makes my forehead a little wrinkled. This girl has no twitter account, as I knew.

*opened her profile page*. -Damn, you curious mind 

I found her blog and, again, 

*opened in a new tab*. 

*Scrolled*, 

*older post*

AAAND, accidentally found a post. Random post. It's about a song of HiVi-Orang Ketiga. And I know she just wrote about me and another person that annoyed her. Not to be rude, but She's annoying, and it was the only reason why Her boyfriend, I mean ex, UPS, broke her up. It was not caused by me sweety bear :)

Ps. Yes, I am talking about, you. If you know what I mean. *winking* 

Fill In The Blank Friday- September 14th.

Happy Friday!

Hope you've had a fabulous week!
And now to wind down the work week with some Fill in the Blank Friday action!

1.  Right now the weather where I live is    unpredictable, you know. I live in Bandung, a kind of mountain area, It should've been cold actually. But I bet You don't wanna go out on the day if you don't want an unexpected tanned in some part of your skin. But I recommend you a blanket for the night and a water heater. Cause It's gonna be very cold on the night and you will get a shocking icy-water on the morning.

2.  The best piece of advice I've been given is  "Solat jan pernah tingga." It means Don't ever,even once of your lifetime, forget to do your prayer. This is what my Mom tell me over and over. But really sorry, Mom, I sometimes did it, fortuitously :(.

3.  My most favorite person in all the world is  My Awesome Mom, again. You couldn't even imagine what she felt inside when her children acted out of her control,but she always tried to tell us over and over, patiently, what's right and what's wrong. She hide tears inside if one of us, accidentally hurt her. And I didn't want to know how it feel, when she need to face the world without her Mother when she just about 6 years :( She is the thougest woman ever and burst out crying to her arms is the most comfort way ever.

4. My most favorite item in my closet is  all my scarf. It is always worth it :)

6. The best cure for a bad day is  take a shower, eat some food, and do prayer.

7.  Today is   tiring. I just accompanied Putri, my friend, looking for some stuff.

26th of August

It maybe not that important to you to read this, but you know, this was really fun and killing time 
:D

What would you do if a blind guy/girl started hitting on you?
ask him/her why do they hit me
Single or Taken?
taken
Ever been in a fight?
what kind of fight? hitting each other? no, not really
If so with who and did you win? And did you use your fists or a weapon?
no~
Do you get in trouble for things you didn't do?
No
What would you do if you found out your bestfriend were gay?
uh I don't know, but I wish I would never be in this condition
Would you still hang out with them or ditch them and stop talking to them completely?
No, I wouldn't do that. He's my bestfriend actually
If you could speak 3 different languages, what would they be?
Latin, portuguese, hebrew
What would you rather have been named? Or do you like your name?
I love my name, but If reincarnation does exist I will born as Aisha

Whatever you named it

What's your favorite name for a girl?
Aisha
What's your favorite name for a boy?
Adam
Do you like coke or pepsi?
both
Have you read Twilight?
yes
What does your car smell like?
um idk
Have you ever eaten a marshmallow burnt?
burnt? No.
Do you have a gerbil?
what gerbil is?
Are you afraid of airplanes?
not really, no
What gives you goosebumps?
what?
Whose your favorite character on TV?
idk
Why did you take this survey?
killing time, waiting for breakfasting
Do you like ice cream?
yes,
Have you been to an arcade before?
idk
What is your favorite song?
Love story, lonely lullaby, drive by, that's what friends are for,so much
What is your least favorite movie?
uhm Mili dan Nathan?
When do you think the world will end?
when the sun rises from the west
Do you think cheesy jokes are funny?
you, funnier
Do you like texting or calling?
I'd rather text
Have you ever online dated?
em no
Whose the last person you hugged?
my sister, last night
Do you believe Wikipedia is always right?
yes, but sometimes there's a missperception between my mind with this thing
Do you like bulldogs?
not really
Have you ever eaten a corndog?
noo
What's your favorite article of clothing?
I can't get the point?
Do you like classical music?
not really
Is your grandma still alive?
No :(
What's your favorite video on Youtube?
Hijab and make up tutorial :)
Do you have a friend named Buddy?
haha no, there's a comedian here name Buddy, Buddy Anduk. ffffuuuu
Why are people weird?
included you?
Do you know what TTFN stands for?
idk
What's your pets middle name?
Bruno have no middle name
Have you ever dated 2 people at one time?
you think?! No
Have you ever sniffed someone's hair secretly?
secretly? no
Do you have a T.V in your room?
No :(
How long can you go without electronics?
hours
What are your siblings names?
Dini and Harry
Are you bored right now?
then why I took this survey?
What do you love to dream about?
My future.
Are you answering these questions with false answers or true?
true. why need to lie
Will you tell your friends to do this survey?
I'll post this on my page

The Best Thing to do is Forget All Your Problem

Here again some randomness.
Actually, i have soooo much to share about today. 
But, whatever happened today it takes all my breath.
Yip yip forget it.
Here, you can copy it to your blog.

Name: 
Mella
how often do you clip your nails? 
whenever it's getting longer
Birthday: 
october, 21st
do you replace the toilet paper if you use the last piece? 
mine or public?

Birthplace:
Bukittinggi
how many pairs of shoes do you have? 
em many
Current Location: 
Bed room

what kind of laundry detergent do you use? 
Rinso
Eye Color:
Dark brown
do you weigh yourself often?
not that often
Hair Color:
black
can you tie a cherry stem in your mouth?
hven't tried it yet
Do you dye your hair?
noooooooooooooooo
do you shave?if so how often?
yes, before period
Height:
don't ask!
do you laugh out loud by yourself?
sometimes :D
Right or Left handed?
Right
who is the funniest person you know?
My college mates lol
Biggest weakness:
fickle
what is your favorite movie and why?
em harry potter maybe? I've had never got bored
Biggest fear:
hell
do you take daily medications?
no
Your perfect pizza:
whatever
what is the best thing you can cook?
fried rice
Goal you would like to achieve this year:
have a trip to pare
do you have any o.c.d habbits?
uh
Your most overused word or phrase on a messenger:
hem
do you test the water or dive straight in?
test it first
Thoughts first waking up:
where's my cellphone
would you peek in someone elses medicine cabinet? 
what?
Your best physical feature:
haha idk
do you chew straws? 
em you think?
Your bedtime:
fluctuate
do you iron your clothes?
yep
Number of hours of sleep per night:
fluctuate
what was your favorite childhood toy?
barbie
Favorite Drink:
Lemon tea is what I am looking after mineral water.
can you do the splits?
no
Favorite Food:
Tempe, you know? Indonesian food and Pasta, with carbonara sauce
can you keep a secret?
sometimes lol
Favorite Restaurant:
Indonesian and italy
Favorite Ice Cream:
chocolate please
Do you drink?
in my dream
Do you smoke?
you wanna see me kicked out?
Do you do drugs?
you weird
Do you like to sing?
YEP
Do you like to dance?
YEP
Have you ever been in love?
who's on earth never?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
em maybe
Describe yourself in three words:
short,fluctuate,nice
Do you believe in yourself?
sometimes no
As a kid who did you look up to?
my mom?
What did you want to be when you "Grew up"?
An unreplaceable beautiful Mom :')
What do you do for a living?
living? for myself? I am 18, and I still need Dad you know
Do you like the rain?
probably
Do you like Thunderstorms?
NO,
What's your fondest memory?
so much, one of them having a big family trip last february
Have you ever shoplifted?
er no
Do you have any tattoos?
I planned this lol
Do you have any piercings?
NO
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
em no
When is the last time you went on a road trip?
idk
What is one thing you refuse to eat?
Duren
What's your birthstone?
i don't know what birthstone is
What's your Zodiac sign?
Libra
What year did you graduate high school?
2011
What's your all time favorite song?
Love story, lonely lullaby, drive by, that's what friends are for,so much
Do you have any scars?
not a big scars actually
What kind of car do you have?
a toyota
What kind of car would you like to have?
whatever as long as it has 4 wheels and beautiful!
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
kahfi
Do you like cartoons?
YES
What's your favorite smell?
Mr. U Kno Who's parfume
What do you do while you're driving?
i'm not drive
What's your favorite store to shop in?
em sooooo much
Do you believe in Karma?
probably
What's your favorite number?
0
What's your favorite sport? 
is laying on the bed belongs to sport?
When was the last time you cried?
idk
Have you ever had your heart broken?
you think?
Have you ever lived in a different state?
No
Where would you like to live?
here in my home
Are you a fast typer?
em you think how much time i need to make this sentence done?
Are you listening to music right now?
no
When were you the saddest in your life?
when my grandmom's leaved for ever,
What does your CD player have in it right now?
nothing lol
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
black, it can coloured all colours
What is your middle name? 
none

If you could change anything in your past what would it be?
I'll take UI as my college
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
man? cause I am women lol
What's your favorite color?
rainbow, but mostly uhm, brown
What's your biggest pet peeve?
sometimes bruno won't listen to my advice
What's your favorite movie?
Harry potter!
What's your favorite TV show?
right now? kejar tayang
What's your favorite perfume/cologne?
em idk
Do you like the ocean?
Yes
Do you like roller coasters?
Yeeeeeeeep
What was your first job?
I haven't got it
If you could visit anywhere where would it be?
venice, santorini, palermo
Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no
Do you wear contacts/glasses?
no
What's your favorite holiday?
last semester holiday
Have you ever fired a gun?
no
What's your favorite flower?
rose
How many pillows do you sleep with?
4
Hugs or kisses?
BOTH?
Do you bite your nails?
er no
Do you have any siblings?
2
Have you ever been on a plane?
i need it to come back home every year -_-
What is your current desktop picture?
a capture of Pixie Lott video, poker face
If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
wallet and cellphone
What's your favorite book?
so much.
Do you swear?
em what?
Are you a morning person?
what is this?
Do you like your job?
i haven't got a job
What was the first car you owned?
me? haven't got mine. It was dad's
Do you care what others think about you?
as long as they talk the truth, nope,
The craziest thing you've ever done:
idk
What ringtone is on your cell phone right now?
Typical ,ost of a movie, i forget what,
What kind of cell phone do you have?
Blackberry

sst ...

I Am
the girl who's wearing yellow sweatshirt right now
I Want
a fettucini carbonara right now
I Have
an exotic skin lol
I Wish
I could change some parts of my past
I Hate
ignored by anyone
I Fear
uh if i live without my mom
I Hear
a noisy voice from my living room
I Search
nothing
I Wonder
if Kahfi here right now?
I Regret
didn't take this short-semester, like summer school.
I Love
skittles
I Ache
uh?
I Always
pee in the morning?
I Usually
put my vege off to my ex's plate lol
I Am Not
a bitch?
I Dance
yes! I always dance.
I Sing
What? yep, everywhere,.did i kill people?
I Never
want to lose my friends
I Rarely
came to a chinese restaurant?
I Cry
when i feel sad?
I Am Not Always
mean what i said,
I Lose 
my guy in 2011
I'm Confused
to choose, stay or leave
I Need
oxygen
I Should
post this in my blog

RandoMazing

Hello. It's like I am suddenly awake from a very very long sleep.

Ramdomly, answered some useless - but - fun question from anonymous.
And TADAAAAAAAA.
Here it is :D


1. Are you innie or an outie?
- Innie

2. Have you ever written a song?
- Nope

3. Have you ever been in the opposite sex's public toilet?
- No -_-

4. Have you ever written a poem?
- Em, primary school, may be

5. Do you like catsup beside your fries?
- Better not

6. Have you ever been boy/girl scout?
- Yes, in primary school

7. Have you ever written a book?
- Diary, if counted lol

8. Are you superstitious?
- Come on, it's 2012

9. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or Whopper?
- Big Mac

10. What's the most daring thing you've done?
- Uhm,  I don't know

11. True or false: You'd rather eat steak than pizza.
- Can I have both?

12. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair?
- Haha, Yep.

13. How did that turn out?
- Not bad.

14. What's your favorite cartoon of all time?
- Doraemon, Tom and Jerry, The simpson. I love cartoon

15. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit?
- Bitch please

16. If so, would you eat another one?
- Big NO

17. Can you pick something up with your toes?
- Hem, a pen, may be

18. How many time have you flown in airplane in the last year?
- About 3 times

19. Would you rather be rich and  unhappy or poor and happy?
- Rich and happy

20. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland?
- Cinderella *eyelashes*

21. Do you prefer scrambled or fried egg?
- Scrambled

22. Do you talk in your sleep?
- How could I know -_-

23.Would you rather shovel snow or mow the lawn?
- Shovel snow

24. Do you drink pepsi or coke?
- coke

25. What's your favorite number?
- 0

26. Do you use regular or deodorant soap?
- Regular one

27. I f you could invite any movie star to your home for dinner, who would it be?
- Ashton Kutcher or Joseph Gordon Levitt

28. Have you ever returned a gift?
- No, :D

29. Do you sing in the car?
- ALWAYS

30. If you won $5.000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick?
- Forever 21, Topshop, sooooooomuch GAWD

31. Are/ were you a good student?
- Average

32. If you were to wina Grammy, what kind of music would it be for?
- Pop Country

32. If you were to win an Oscar, what kind of movie would it be for?
- Romance Comedy

33. Have you ever had surgery?
- Thanks God, never

34. What do you like to collect?
- Money

Here I am

Whoa! Finally selesai juga blog saya. Walaupun masih amatiran ya. :)
But I hope someday this will be the  popular one. LOL

Kalau ditanya ini blog apa? Fashion. Diary. I don't know.
This is random.
I just wanna share anything I've had , maybe, atau what I am interested with.
So just thanks for you, yes, you who is reading this now. *smooch
Harap dimaklumi, masih amatiran.
Thanks for this inspiring one -->>  here


See-Ya <3