I miss You.

"... Lights will guide you home, and Ignite your bones,

and I will try to fix you."

-Fix You,Cold Play

God Just Showed Me The Way

Bonsoir.

Kaya yang udah aku share semalem, aku engga tidur 2 hari, and this happened for the very first time. Actually, hari ini aku udah ngerencanain bakal tidur jam delapan. Tapi ... Dapet shocking-annoying telepon dari si Boss bikin mau ngga mau harus melek sampe kelar, se engga nya 80% surat-suratnya kelar. You know, program kerja kementerian yang mendadak harus kelar akhir tahun ini, and as the nicest secretary *eyelashes*, aku terpaksa harus kelarin setiap surat yang dibutuhin si Boss.

Hari ini cukup bikin some buttterflies dancing on my belly. Dan mungkin alasan nya ngga penting buat kamu. Tapi buat aku, It makes a pretty sense. 

• Hari ini tanggal 17, dan aku resmi taken. Engga deh, canda. Eh, serius ngga ya~ 

 

• Langkah gontai ke B 33, dan boring class hampir aja bikin tepar di bahu Puput dan Aaron, kalo bukan ada yang tiba-tiba ngetuk pintu daaaaaaaan JEEEEENG JEEEENG I really know that mustache!!!! YEP. My crush just got into the same class with MEH! Untuk pertama kalinya. NPM kita jauhan banget. Aku 072 nah dia 200 berapaaa gitu. Cuma kaya 'Kenapa, Tuhan? Kenapa ngga dari dulu aku dikasih jalan kenal dia. Kenapa ngga dari dulu kita satu kelas???' HUUFT. Mungkin kemarin alasanku masuk kelas Cost Accounting karena sayang absen, tapi sekarang I have a better reason :)

 

• Setelah momen bahagia itu berakhir untuk sementara, kaki capek dan mata bengkak harus kuliah lagi. Kali ini praktikum Statistika II. Dan setengah jam kelas, tiba-tiba cowok di depan noleh ke belakang, then look right into my pupil. "Tadi yang diganti apa sih?" Tiba-tiba sadar itu temen ospek setahun lalu yang tiba-tiba ngasih tissue pas nangis dan ngasih amplop buat ngirim surat ke Mama. :''''''''')  

Kenapa semuanya kaya di PHP in ke aku sih, Dear You, The Script Writer of Life? Tapi ya udah sih, kata Fathin, yang nyangkut di mata sama di hati itu beda. Kalo untuk di hati, aku udah punya kamu :3

Em, I promised my ownself, since I knew who will sit there, in the same room with me, for this semester, I will never skip my Cost Accounting Class :)

Apa yang lebih membuat tenang dibanding ini?

"Dia mengetahui apa yang ada di langit,

 dan apa yang ada di bumi, mengetahui apa yang kamu rahasiakan,

 dan apa yang kamu nyatakan. 

Dan Allah maha mengetahui segala isi hati" 

QS: AT TAGHAABUN;4

Sore

What is their name?
Mr. U Kno Who
What pet name do you like to call them?
I don't like this ew way to call him
How long have you been together?
years
How did you meet?
school mate, primary,secondary, high school
What do you like the most about them?
i don't know
What do you like the least about them?
i don't know
What is the best thing they have ever done for you?
i don't want to tell you
Have they met your parents yet?
yes
What would you kids look like if you had kids?
smart, nice, stubborn, love art, beautiful
What is the worst argument you have had?
why he's so selfishand it's happen, again, right now, for many many time
Do you still kiss a lot?
no
Who asked who out?
him
Do you think you will get married?
probably, but who knows
Can you see yourself growing old with them?
he's the one on my mind when i am thinking about future
What is the one thing you would like to change about them?
throw away his selfishness for now
What do you think they would like to change about you?
i don't know
What is the first gift they ever bought you?
a Peterpan new album?
Do you have a favorite song together?
love story?
Which famous person do you think they look like the most?
i don't know
Would you say the two of you are a good match?
i don't know